I wrote the following words on June 15, 2015. I was suffering from a broken heart and insomnia. My best friend had just cut her family vacation short, a vacation we both knew would be her last one ever. She was in Cleveland clinic awaiting some relief. She was losing her fight with breast cancer. … Continue reading Panic with a side of insomnia and broken heart.
Category: Grief
Hard truths about happiness
Ok this is a hard one to hear. It is for me at least. This is because I sit and think about so many wasted years of unhappiness. Over all my life has been pretty damn good, but I haven’t always seen it that way. I’ve spent many days miserable because of things either out … Continue reading Hard truths about happiness
The shift
In December 2018 someone recommended reiki to me. I had actually been reading up on it online and was very interested. She gave me a list of names and one just jumped out to me. I reached out to her and I had my first ever Reiki session a month later in January 2019. That … Continue reading The shift
Healing has no timeline
I lost my dearest and closest friend 4 years ago. While most people that know me realize that I felt a tremendous loss. They were not aware that my life changed in ways I did not foresee coming. Her death wasn’t the unforeseen part. I had sometime to prepare, (fuck cancer!) although there really isn’t … Continue reading Healing has no timeline
